Husband in Exile by Emily Greene
Returning the letters into their rusty metal house,
I medicated myself with
grapefruit and cucumber—
that perfume you liked so much—
and answered when you called her name.
A sickness in my chest
pulled across the laundry line
of torn bar cloths,
sweat-stained plaids,
and Michigan jackets, weary from countless snowfalls.
Words of mimicry,
formed in birthday cards
and curated gifts of paintings,
hastily sketched in ballpoint on cocktail napkins—
soaked in a fine fragrance of earth and gin,
crumpled in your jacket pockets.
The ever present scent of dying mums,
in shades of lime green and titanium white,
shielded the desperate searching
in your tired, puffy face,
as you presented me
with bouquets of the past.
“Do you think she
knows I’m not her?”
I once asked, stroking the charcoal cat in my lap.
“Animals remember your scent.
You smell different,”
he had answered.
An aroma of
handmade chocolates,
musty vintage dresses,
and the sweet balm of sadness.
“Your Husband in Exile,”
was the signature that
closed the final confession.
I knew then
that I had been there, too,
in your previous life.
But I was Different,
because my name was Molly.
About the Author
Emily Greene is a writer and artist based in Georgia, whose work has appeared in McSweeney’s and The Cult Collective. She is also an actress, florist, and national award-winning baker. When not at her day job in the media or fighting for social justice through politics and activism, Emily can be found waxing poetic about Boston Terriers, traveling, and desserts at thebostonrose.com.